And that's how I feel, love.

Being in love is a very strange thing. Your thoughts constantly drift towards this other person, no matter what you’re doing. You could be reaching for a glass in the cupboard or brushing your teeth or listening to someone tell a story, and your mind will just start drifting towards their face, their hair, the way they smell, wondering what they’ll wear, and what they’ll say the next time they see you. And on top of the constant dream state you’re in, your stomach feels like it’s connected to a bungee chord, and it bounces and bounces around for hours until it finally lodges itself next to your heart.

Arguments.

In a relationship no matter if it’s long or short term there will always be obstacles wanting to get in your way. Maybe it’s a crazy ex, over protective parents, lack of commitment, or even jealousy cause by a certain friend. The

se obstacles are not there to bring you down for they are tests that would define your relationship. In order to pass these tests, not only will you need to forget all your differences but you will also need to work together as a team. You need to remember why you wanted to be with that person in the first place. Is it because they make you happy? Is it because they treat you like no one’s ever had before? Do the things they say make your heart beat faster? Does it make you smile whenever they pop up on your brain? If you answer yes to all (or most) of these questions, then there would be more reasons for you to keep fighting for your happiness. Don’t let a silly argument get in the way of your relationship. By using communication while having faith and trust, you’ll sure to beat any tests that might come your way.

I want to go beautiful places with you.

♥

I won’t say I’ll never hurt you. Chances are I will. I’ll make mistakes. I’ll break promises. I’ll fight with you. I’ll make you scream. I’ll make you not want to be with me anymore. But even so, I will always learn from my mistakes. I’ll n

ever give up on us. We’ll always compromised. I’ll always love you. I’m not perfect. I never will be. But I also don’t want to be dishonest and promise you things I can’t keep. I’d rather show you my faults and try to make up for them. 

I want to walk through gardens and forests and through fields and along rivers with you. I want to lay down on a blanket with you somewhere calm and quiet. I want to lay my head on your chest so I can hear your heartbeat and feel your warmth. I want to step away from reality and enjoy the world and what we have. I love you.

Let’s have an adventure!

One day, I’ll text or call you and say, “Get dressed. I’ll be there in 10 minutes.” We’ll drive off in one direction, with no destination. We’ll stop anywhere that catches our eye. Places we’ve never been before, places that are close to our hearts, places were we can just be in each other’s presence. Let’s drive to the beach, and go in the water fully-clothed, just because we can. Let’s go to Universal Studio, and buy a truck-load of chocolates and ice-creams and candies and stuffs. At the end of our adventure, when it’s dark and we’re tired, we’ll be standing on the porch of my house after you drop me off. We’ll have that final goodnight kiss after a day of just enjoying each other’s company.

I won't lie.

I love everything about him. Sure, things can get difficult but so do all relationships. He drives me crazy occasionally but I’d rather be crazy with him than crazy without him which, trust me, would be FAR worse. I love his voice, his laugh, the way he says ‘I love you’, I love his adorable smile. I love how smart and funny he is and how unconditionally he loves and accepts me for who I am. 

To make it clear, you’re the only person I have ever met my whole life who actually makes me feel like my days are worth living. You’re the first person who actually made me feel beautiful. When I look at you my eyes begin to sparkle. Many say when I talk about you, I have this glow around me when I mention your name. But the most important thing is that, you’re the only person who actually can make me smile without even trying, just a simple smile, glance, or whatever silly face you’re making would always make me smile and giggle like I’m a little 5 year old girl on a playground meeting a new friend on the slide. I know there’s no real meaning of “perfect” but you’re perfect to me.

"Fuck bitches get money"?

To all the guys who claim, "fuck bitches get money"... Just a little heads up. 

Your “lifestyle” is a contradiction when clearly you’re blowing stacks of cash just to fuck those bitches in the first place. If you’re buying your way into getting laid, or need to invest ten times the energy and time just to play the field, you obviously suck at your own game. In fact, if you ever had the chance, you should have just stuck with the girl who was wifey, those are the girls worth every penny and second, which unfortunately, you might have complained about. I feel sorry for you.

Was it worth the risk?

I know your thoughts are killing you. I know the days get you through, but the nights are the worst, you’ve never felt so blue. You expected relief, but now you’re looking for it, now the emotions in your brain just don’t fit. You used to drink for enjoyment, but now you just drink to drown out your feelings. You’re possibly intoxicated to express yourself and use the alcohol as an excuse. Either way, you can’t pretend that it’s not getting to you. See what I’m trying to say is… You can’t break someone’s heart without finding out that you can actually break your own.. So tell me, was it worth the risk?

Yours truly.

See, I could be a bitter person because of my past. All the failed relationships, all the experiences that didn’t last. The effort I made on them that never really was appreciated, the extravagant moments that were considered overrated. I could be extra cautious with my heart, and fear being taken for granted, but then you walked in my life and like the movie, I was enchanted. You see, giving a part of me that was never cherished could have left me a bitter, bitter person. With the next experience, I probably expected my efforts to worsen. Then you walked in, and instead of these walls I built, my heart unfurled. You gave me the realization that I could mean something to someone, and with this, I want nothing now, but to give you the world.

I want a polaroid camera.

Those vintage ones, you know? So I can bring it around with me and capture moments of you and me, but preferably you. I want to snap that shot of you taking a bite of food, or waking up first thing in the morning, or when you’re deep in thought, and maybe even when you pose just for me. I want to snap a shot of me kissing you as you sleep and us laughing because we couldn’t take a funny face picture the right way. I want to print that moment on the spot, and save it for the days when I just need to see you in your natural state, especially when I miss you the most. But until I get that polaroid camera, I’ll be saving images and creating a mental collage of your laugh, seriousness, and candid moments in my head.