My beliefs.

A relationship is about being with another person, a whole other human being, who is an individual has their own thoughts and opinions. It’s about being the one person they know they can always turn to when the whole world has turned their back on them, and being loyal to their cause for living and fighting, respecting whatever decision they make, and supporting them through their mistakes, and helping to make it all better so that you can see them smile again. It’s about being their best friend all the time, even when the two of you are at a disagreement, someone you can laugh with, and be comfortable around, and being their lover, when they need your touch most, and someone who will motivate you and you make an effort of 100% to make them proud.

It’s about not pushing each others points of views, and beliefs on each other, but showing each other a whole other world, and again respecting their decision to either enter, or leave that world to yourself. It’s about acknowledging the fact that they are an individual with their own necessities and feelings, and fulfilling their needs, and valuing their emotions. It’s about being patient enough with them to understand, listening to them before you say a word, putting their own situation first, so that you can try and help them, and if there is no way to help, then at the very least comfort and simply be by there side.

It’s also about being faithful to them. It’s about two individuals coming together as completely separate people with their own heart, mind, body and soul, and over time becoming one. And not only liking it, but loving it. It’s about feeling nothing but love for this other person, and both of you wanting nothing but to be together always, because you know that you are complete. It’s about never feeling empty or alone in this world, because they have filled every part of your world, and are always there beside you. It’s about meaning everything to each other.

He’s my smile when I’m feeling blue.

I want you to feel appreciated each and every day that I’m with you. I want to show you really just how much I love you. I want to walk around and hold your hand because I’m proud to be with you. I want to plan little impromptu picnics in the park for just us two. I want to call you every single and tell you that you mean the world to me. I want to always let you know that, in my eyes, you ARE perfect. I want to lose track of time while doing nothing with you. I want to wake up early and make you breakfast. I want to lay in bed with you and sing to you. I want to wrestle with you, but I probably won’t let you win. I want to kiss you in the most crowded place we can find because again, I don’t care who sees because I love you. I want to protect you when you need me to and have your back when you hold your own. I want to show you the good things in life. I want to go on mini adventures with you. I want to show you that it’s okay to take chances. I want to woo you with terrible pick up lines when you’re feeling down. I want to slow dance with you to the music of your choice. I want to go to concerts with you. I want to stay up all night watching movies and laughing with you. I want to learn from you. I want to take care of you. I want to make you laugh at inappropriate times. I want to be the one you think of before you fall asleep at night, because that’s what you are to me. I want to open your eyes to new things, beliefs, and experiences. I want to spend the rest of my days with you and grow with you. Life without you just isn’t the same and I couldn’t think of anyone else I would want to have by my side. I will always accept you for who you are and love you no matter what. I want to gain your trust and have your family accept me. I want them to feel like I’m the best choice for you and that I’ll never let you down. I want them to know that when their son is with me that he is in safe hands and that he will be happy. I’m going to do whatever it takes to prove to them, the world, and most importantly to YOU that I’m the best choice and that I’ll love you always and forever.

I have seen the best of you and the worst of you and I choose both. I want to share every single one of your sunshines and save them for later. I want to tuck them into my pockets and give them back to you when the rains fall hard. I want to be the mirror that reminds you to love yourself. I want to be the air in your lungs to remind you to breathe easy. When the walls come down, when the thunder rumbles, hold my hand, and I promise, I won’t let go.

♥

This. Please?

Can we watch the stars, play video games, cook and clean your room, drink tea, pillow fights, take walks in the middle of fields, take late night drives, dance crazy just because, wrestle each other, have kissing fights, have hot make out sessions, be cheesy together, write each other love letters, eskimo kiss, beat the odds, be “that” couple, know each other without speaking, be best friends, and basically be in love for the rest of my life?

Wishes.

I want to be able to fall asleep in your arms every night knowing I’ll wake up right next to you every morning, safe and sound. Being in your arms just makes everything so much better. Nothing is more perfect and calming. I want to be able to lay my head over your heart while you run your fingers through my hair. Seriously, just being with you gets so much off of my mind, and brightens up my mood. Thanks for being everything I could ever ask for and more.

And I would really like to watch the night sky with you. Just us. You and me. I love watching the stars. It’s so beautiful and mesmerizing. You can get lost in it and forget about all of your problems.

Psst... I just really can’t wait for the day that I wake up in the middle of the night and there is someone’s body next to mine to hold me and cuddle me back to sleep. Hee.

Good night, Muhaimin! Sweet dreams and sleep tight! I love you so much. ♥♥♥

*HUGS&KISSES*

Yes, I've said it.

My boyfriend seriously spoils me so much and treats me so well it’s kind of ridiculous. — I don’t know how I got so lucky to have you in my life. Well, I’m not a “perfect girlfriend”. I’m a clingy and so annoying. I’m a dumbass, I always mess things up so bad. I’m a little too sensitive when it comes to certain things. I ruin your mood and day easily and make you so tired of everything. Despite all these things, you still fucking want me. You have been incredible in trying to understand my bullshit and how you can make things easier for me. I cannot begin to explain how much I appreciate you. Sometimes it feels like everything that could go wrong, has. It’s NEVER easy to comfort me, but somehow you’ve managed to do it in the end. I have you to thank for helping me through the hardest times, bit by bit, and reassuring me that you’ll always be there for me when I need you. I can’t promise I will always do good to you and never cause issues between us, but I can promise that I won’t stop trying for you as long as you try for me. I really just wanna be with you. Yes, I am not the perfect girlfriend. In fact, I might be one of the worst girlfriend ever. BUT I want to be with you. I like you. I want you. I need you. I love you. I love you and I LOVE YOU. I love you. with everything inside of me.

He really has no idea how much he means to me, and neither do any of you. So overall, all I can say is; Babe, I’m really really sorry. I’m scared to get too comfortable with our love and fully immerse myself in it because I’m so scared of you changing your mind and walking away. I know you’re probably getting tired of me. Just bear with me, please. I love you. I do, more than ever.

The one you are “meant to be” with does not break your heart.

They won’t lie to you. They won’t cheat on you. They won’t call you horrible names even in the midst of a bad fight. They won’t consider being with other people. They won’t put other things before you. They will prioritize your happiness. They will make time for you no matter how busy they are. They will never gave up on you. They will put in just as much effort as you do. They may make mistakes. They may mess up every now and then, they’re not perfect, but they’re going to try their best to be everything you deserve. This is who you should be with. This is who you deserve. No more crying over the guy or girl that hurt you so many times before. No more wasting chances on them when they least deserve it. Being with the wrong person only delays you meeting the right one. It delays you from experiencing true love and what it’s like to be with someone that’s absolutely perfect for you. Someone that brings out the best in you and makes you look forward to every tomorrow.

If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't change anything, because everything I am now is the result of the past things, whether good things or bad things that had happened. There are things I would like to change if I could, words I might take back. But from this side of the grave time only moves in one direction. I can change the future, but I can never change the past. And, everything I am now, is wonderful.

One fine day, sweetheart.

One day, It’s just going to be one of those lazy days where we wouldn't have to dress up, or “pretty” ourselves up because all we’re going to do is stay home. I could just throw on one of your big t-shirts and we’d cuddle all day in each other’s arms, play wrestling, holding hands and kissing. We’d pig out on a tub of ice cream and watch movies till the sun sets and we’d laugh foolishly about every little thing. I would be able to act totally childish and you’d return the mood by doing the same. Then we’d jump into bed and begin making out till it leads to something completely passionate. And to end it off, I want to be able to look into your eyes, all cuddled up in your arms and tell you that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.