Thursday, October 25, 2012

Yes, I've said it.

My boyfriend seriously spoils me so much and treats me so well it’s kind of ridiculous. — I don’t know how I got so lucky to have you in my life. Well, I’m not a “perfect girlfriend”. I’m a clingy and so annoying. I’m a dumbass, I always mess things up so bad. I’m a little too sensitive when it comes to certain things. I ruin your mood and day easily and make you so tired of everything. Despite all these things, you still fucking want me. You have been incredible in trying to understand my bullshit and how you can make things easier for me. I cannot begin to explain how much I appreciate you. Sometimes it feels like everything that could go wrong, has. It’s NEVER easy to comfort me, but somehow you’ve managed to do it in the end. I have you to thank for helping me through the hardest times, bit by bit, and reassuring me that you’ll always be there for me when I need you. I can’t promise I will always do good to you and never cause issues between us, but I can promise that I won’t stop trying for you as long as you try for me. I really just wanna be with you. Yes, I am not the perfect girlfriend. In fact, I might be one of the worst girlfriend ever. BUT I want to be with you. I like you. I want you. I need you. I love you. I love you and I LOVE YOU. I love you. with everything inside of me.
He really has no idea how much he means to me, and neither do any of you. So overall, all I can say is; Babe, I’m really really sorry. I’m scared to get too comfortable with our love and fully immerse myself in it because I’m so scared of you changing your mind and walking away. I know you’re probably getting tired of me. Just bear with me, please. I love you. I do, more than ever.

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