Sunday, July 17, 2011

Nowhere to be found.


What's my problem? My problem is that I am hurt. No, it’s not the kind of hurting when I lose a best friend, or when I get my heart broken by the boy that I love. This hurt is brought on by myself. Blaming myself for whatever goes wrong. Hurting myself to deal with everything. A hurt that I don’t know why it is there, it just is. I do everything you can to get rid of it, but nothing works. Nothing has ever worked. When people ask me what’s wrong, I don’t tell the truth. Instead, I say I’m fine and force a smile. Some people may say that they do this just so they aren’t a burden to everyone. Sometimes, that is the case. But normally it’s just that my pain just can’t be put into words anymore.

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