I’m not the kind of person that goes around chasing others. If you are expecting me to always be running after you, and always trying to talk to you and keep up conversations, you are severely mistaken. I don’t have time to chase men, because there are so many things in this life that I need to do. If you would like to tag along in my life, then you are more then welcome. I’m just tired to always be the one chasing after someone and ending up with nothing.
People try to tell me, but I never wanna hear because most of them are snakes hissing up in my ear. They think I'm so dumb, just because I'm so young. I've been through hell but you could never tell, cause I learned to hide it well. This is the life I live, that's just the way it is. So many things I've done that I wish I never did. I'm trying to be the best, but that just causes stress. I feel like dropping the pen so I can finally rest. I know it isn't right, I know it so wrong but what can I do when its been like this for so long? Don't try to understand, because you never will. You think it's just a lie. Well, look me in the eyes and you can see just how incomplete I feel inside. Take a look at me, and see through all the pride, you'll find all the pain and all the fear inside. Don't you save me cause I just wanna be on my own. Echoes in my head. Looking back into the times when I could wake from this nightmare, and now my eyes are locked shut and I can't find my way home. I know I've made my mistakes. I'm only human, we're all the same. Things I'll pay for, for the rest of my life but who are you to blame? I can't take the weight of the world on on my shoulders. There's something missing from me, I must be incomplete.
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