I'm tired of everyone yelling at me. I want someone to actually ask me "What's wrong?", as if they really cared. People keep asking me what are my wants, and I'll always been wanting to scream it out loud, "To be HAPPY!" I'm feeling empty. Incomplete. Worthless. I'm lacking motivation, but all I want to be is successful. Sometimes I become too overwhelmed with my life. I just want everything to pause for one moment. Everything is just not the way I want it to be. I want to escape. Runaway. To be somewhere without feeling like a piece of me is missing. I’m tired of being so strong, of having to act like nothing is wrong. Truth is, I’ve never been so alone in my life, I’m a complete mess, and I don’t know where to start. I’ve lost all sense of feeling, it’s all just hurt, anger, pain, indescribable pain. The pain that lingers, and haunts you, the pain that has no cure. I’m tired of not feeling loved, of being taken advantage of, when I would much rather be alone. No one understands, not even the people I love most.
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